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Well, it happened I did not take my own advice I have been giving for 23 years. Yes, even I can be stupid. It started out as a very innocent meeting. I needed help with my lap tap. A malware virus from you-tube got on it. It shut down everything. He said he could fix it. It took me weeks to get the money to fix it. When I called to ask if it was possible to met, he said sure come over to Comfort Suite where I work as the computer tech. Well, I was going to leave it with him but he ask me to stay and watch him and let him instruct me on what to do with all these programs he was installing. And let him explain what I was getting for my money. And it was still an innocent meeting. He was charming with all his non sexual/sexual connotations. Of course, I was still set to not let him get next to me because he didn't believe like I believed. He is Mormon (ARGH!!!).  You  may not have anything against Mormon, but I do.  Well, 12 hours later my computer was fixed and back in its bag and I was on the way home. But he was slick, oh yes. He talked me into getting RAM for the laptop and oh yes, he would be glad to order it or we could go to Office Depot and see what was out there. Well, he looked up the online prices and office depot had the same RAM for the same price it would take to order with shipping and tax. So yes I bought it. He then said, Come with me to get the oil changed in my daughters car. LIKE A DUMMY I GET IN THE CAR. MY FIRST CARDINAL RULE BROKEN. HE HAD ME AT HIS MERCY.

After the oil change we go for a ride, to the Natchez trace, to a sand bar with a wading pool, and blankets don't let me go further it is too disgusting. I hate myself. What a weakling.

Why can't I find someone like Elizabeth Gilbert's Filipe.  He waited and ask politely before sex.  He didn't rape her.